repetition

I wake up and pause.
why get up.
why move.
I do the same things i've done the day before
i step the same steps
curse myself in the same endless cycle
the days blend so seamlessly i lose count
i cower in my repetition, because it is safe
if i do not move forward i cannot fail
or worse yet,
people cannot see my fail
i wake up and pause.
why get up.
why move.